Those three days had finally came and surprisingly it wasn't
as bad as i thought it would be. I imagined the worst, things like not sleeping for nights and crying my pupils out. haha. But honestly, i'm mentally sad but i don't show it cause i need to
be strong. I promised Elaine and Jeannie that i will be strong and so i will.
This week was an undescribable week. I don't know how to describe what my emotions were. I couldn't even tell whether i was sad or happy or angry. :/ Everything was just a blur. I felt somewhat numb to the pain after being hurt in so many ways. I guess when you have gotten hurt at a certain extend, you just turn numb to the emotion, pain. Not immune but numb.
How numb i am, i move on with life and hope for the best to happen. I can't wait for that day. I am already counting on the days left till that wonderful day comes. MARCH 26!!!!!! You, girls coming will be the best thing that will happen to me this whole year. excluding my boyfriend, of course. (: hahaha. All i know, i'm so grateful to have bestfriends like y'all. Although, we were bestfriends for a short period of time but somehow you know who is a true friend and who isn't. I LOVE YOU, GIRLS!!!! (: *burn,elaine,jeannie,lisa,liann*
20 minutes ago i was camwhoring!!! and yes, i would love to show it to the world. IT'S UGLY, YES! But i don't give a damn. I just wanna make you emo people laugh. (:
enjoys. xx
WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES!!
ps//.babygirlsithinkofy'allbeforeisleep.
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