This is not an update.
So, i was looking at someone's blog just now on my phone.
And you know what i found out, I am still not freaking over you. wtf.
It's funny how i still feel jealous when i hear things about you with some other girl or even just flirting with some other girl. haha! pathetic much?
After so long, i thought i'm finally over you right? But i mean i guess i am and i guess i'm not. it's hard to say, y'know?
But whatever it is, you know i'll always love you in that different kind of way and in that way as well. Forever. Maybe i only feel this way for you cause you and I went through so much together. We had so many painful memories but at the same time we had so many wonderful memories together. I will always keep it close to my heart.
Just yesterday i think, i told you if i were to lose memory, i would love to lose the ones that i told you. Then you asked me whether i want to forget you? and i said no, i meant it kay? You must be thinking why wouldn't i want to forget that painful memory. I honestly don't want to forget that memory. We became stronger cause of that. We learned from that mistake. I never regretted anything i did when i was with you. You and I were something real. Not one of those high school things.
This is really funny, laugh when you read this, please. (: Love you my retard. coughcoughrc! haha.
xx
ps. Don't take this wrong way.
It's just something i feel now. haha. (:
I love your boyfriend alot!! :P
I love you, bi!
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