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Holidays

2012-01-11T07:00:00.000-08:00

Okay back to the hawaii update. hopefully i can do everything today and add on the update on my singapore trip with my boyfie. *fingerscrossed

Maui, Day 2

On the second day, i left Oahu which is the main island in Hawaii for Maui!! Maui is definitely a must go before you die kind of place. It is one of the most beautiful places that i've ever visited. The ocean is blue like what I've always pictured a real ocean to be and not only that the water is so clear. The view is to die for! You will never regret going to Maui or even Oahu!! I swear on my life, Hawaii is the place to go before you die!! Okay, back to my maui trip. LOL I'll actually explain on the day through my pictures.

This is lunch! their oh-so-famous mahi-mahi

fish sandwich! :)
daddy's burger
the oldest bayan tree!

Look at this!! it's so beautiful!

Dinner:)

Maui, Day 3

On this particular day, i experience so many new things. The first is I SAW WHALES!!!! not super unclosed but about 100 feet away. Cause apparently, if you go beyond a 100 feet apart from the whales, it's considered an offense and you'll get fined. So, we weren't allowed to go any closer. The whales were GINORMOUS!! but for some reason, the way they swim is qute graceful and honestly our journey to see the whales were awesome. The wind, the ocean, the view was as if i just landed in the heaven. really, it was breath taking. After whale watching, i went for a submarine ride where i saw fishes, sharks and a ship wreck!! HOW COOL IS THAT?!!!

The city of rainbows :)
Us sisters otw to see the WHALES!

The three sisters!
Sunset. <3
Cliff diving right at out hotel. :)
BEST SALAD EVER!
Ahi sushi! yums.

This is the restaurant's famous urhh cake? lol.

I forgot the name of it. haha. but it's good. :)

Sunshines and Rainbows

2012-01-04T05:15:00.000-08:00

Okay, this will be the Hawaii update. :) before i go into it, i'll be in singapore the next three days with the boyfie!! yay! :) haven't pack yet so this post won't be a full update, maybe just quarter? lol. Can't believe how time is passing by so fast, just this evening i was planning my melbourne stuff with the besties! Cannot believe i'm 19 and going to uni! goshhh. :( oh wells, back to the update.

Hawaii, Day 1

First thing we did in Hawaii was eat!! After a super tiring flight, food is definitely something we really need. This pasta is awesome and humongous. After lunch, we headed back to the hotel and rest for awhile and headed out for dinner! seriously, hawaii is a place for relaxing, pure relaxation. So my whole trip in hawaii was actually just walking around the town, eating and shopping! Well, pfft all my vacations are based on food and leisure. haha.

spaghetti meatballs!! HUGEASS #likealousai
the Bayan Tree at Waikiki Beach

After walking the beach and all, went for dinner at Cheesecake factory. Bible, it's serves the BEST CHEESECAKE EVER!!! okay, maybe not the best but it's soooo good!! and their selection of cheesecake is phenomenal. They have so many varieties from red velvet cheesecake to reese peanut butter cheesecake! really one of the best:)

buffalo wings. :)

Daddy's Steak
Cheese coated chicken with pasta
red velvet cheesecake, super yummy! mhmmm

carrot cheesecake

That's the end of Day 1:) i would continue but it's 11 now and i haven't packed a single shit for singapore tomorrow! DAMN!! Will continue after singapore! :)

Ems

2012

2012-01-01T09:41:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year, Everyone! :)

hope everyone had an awesome new year's eve cause i sure as hell did. I would have loved to spend it with my best friend but nothing beats spending new years eve with your most loved one (my boyfie) Our new years eve wasn't as planned but sometimes un-planned stuff are better than planed ones yeah :) Celebrated new years eve with a bunch of great people at The Villas, Sunway Resort. The villa was actually really nice, private pool and all, really nice. As usual, you know the drill, people get high and all. Can't put it into detail, haha. I will update on my hong kong/ hawaii/ korea trip soon. be prepared for loads and loads of pictures.

The Villa

Baby and I <3

one of the best new years eve. :)

Ems

18th December!!!

2011-12-18T00:47:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS THE DAY!!!

don't know what i'm talking about?

Well, my boyfie is coming home from switzerland today!!! :) I'm so happy. But for some reason, the day is passing by so SLOW! :'( I had a nap and all and yet it's still not time to even get ready. I might be a little crazy but i really miss him. :( It's only been 4 months since he left but STILL to me it's a really long time!! Miss him like a bitch. :( Can't wait to see him. haha. Stay tune for that. :)

Oh and stay tune for updates on Hong Kong and My xmas party. hopeful

ly i get it done by tomorrow before i leave for Hawaii!!

The posh life

2011-12-13T01:12:00.001-08:00

I'm having tea now!! :):)

Hong kong- sneak peak.

2011-12-11T08:18:00.001-08:00

Hello hello! :) this is Ems reporting from Hong Kong! How is everyone's day so far? I know mine was great. Had an awesome lunch and then shopping then a real awesome dinner!! Shall I give you guys a sneak peak of today's wonderful dinner? :) one of the best! Seriously! I'm currently sitting in my hotel room watching a Korean variety show! Lol! So full and bloated! Fatness:( anyway, full day shopping tomorrow! This is the life! Will give me a full update when I'm back!

Friends, We all need them.

2011-12-10T09:30:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not updating. Been really busy. :/ Not really interesting stuff. So let's see what have i been doing that has been stripping off my time to blog and let alone do my other stuff like exercising. NOW I KNOW!!!! My older sister, Melissa has been making me follow her to go eat the food she has been craving for a whole year. My sister studies is Sydney. :) So yes this week was all about eating and getting FAT! YES, I'm guilty as charge.

On thursday, had dins with my be sties LiAnn and Bernardine!! :) So glad that Li Ann is finally back!!! Li Ann and I understand each other in the Fat Department. Love her till death. <3

Having Coffee at Coffee Bean

with the besties! <3
I wore all black. haha

SEE MY FAT LEGS!!! GOSH!

On Friday, i had a great girl day with Baby J and her oh-so-cute mother at Pavillion! :) After Pavi, we headed to Pantai Seafood for dinner and then headed straight home for a movie marathon. It was a lazy friday night for us girls. Mask session, One Day (movie), Moscato and Cupcakes. <3 better than clubbing. haha.

Sissy and Her Boyfie, Kevin! :)

So, breaking news, i'll be in Hong Kong from the 11th till the 14th :) SHOPPING!! :) Can't wait to finally go back to that fast pace city. Miss it so much. Will try to blog over there with my phone since this time i won't be bringing my laptop over. :) Loads of pictures, promise!!! :) Of course before i end this post, there will be some piccies to see. :)

My pretty Ms. Selfridge Dress:)
Yummy Moscato!

My baby!

Ems

Battling with wight issues?

2011-12-04T05:40:00.000-08:00

Are you battling with your weight as well? Cause i sure am. I never had any issues with my weight before but recently as i get older, the extra pounds are getting harder and harder to shed off. Don't you agree? I usually don't really bother about the numbers of my weight. But recently with my body suddenly bloating up like a balloon, i had to do something about it. I tried crash diets and intense workouts. So i did it for about 3 weeks and yes i did lose weigh but it wasn't permanent. The worst part is i lost a little of my assets which is a nono for girls. :/

So after that, i started eating again but i cut down on carbs and bad proteins like beef, pork and all those red meat. So nowadays, i eat a lot of fish that are steamed or grilled and loads of vege and fruits. It's working but it doesn't give you an instant result but it definitely helps you to put off the extra weight permanently. Exercising is definitely a must but there is no need to do excessive work outs for girls. Cause you wouldn't want to end up looking like a man right?? All we want is a lean and toned body, a super banging bikini bod. What i've learned is that you should do weight training first then only treadmill. I'm not sure if it's true, it really depends on what you want to believe. But this routine works out for me. :)

My work out routine actually consist of very easy weight training and i actually got to know of this routine through my best friend, Li Ann :) and really it's starting to work for me. But again like i said, they aren't instant results. It takes time. If you guys do want to try it out, the link is below. There is a video and all that you can follow. :)

Click!

Honestly, i'm not happy with how my body is right now. And to some i might be a little ridiculous but for some reason I just feel really fat and ugly compared to starting of the year. To some i look better but to me i really put on a lot of weight and i can't stand looking at myself. So please don't get annoyed or angry when i complain that i'm fat. It's really just how i feel about myself. What i really hate about my body is my legs and my stomach. They're GINORMOUS!! goshhh. :( but yeah, i really hope what i'm doing is going to help me long term. I'm happy that i see a progress though. :) I wanted to try out slimming pills and all that diet plan thing like herbalife but i know myself, i cannot give up good food. So i guess this is the only way. :)

Hopefully this helps you guys.

Ems

My comfort zone

2011-12-03T22:39:00.000-08:00

I'm still sick with a bad cough and sore throat. I went to the doctor's yesterday and apparently my sore throat is due to acid reflux which is coming out of my stomach and burning my throat. So now my throat is inflamed. :( Besides having reflux, i'm also apparently dehydrated. Damnn. :/ My mum is blaming it on the diet that i'm on but i really doubt it's cause of that. So wharves.

Anyway, since i'm sick i am not allowed to go out and party. :( Had an awesome night with my bestie, J :) Well, it was awesome cause we had each other and other good company. :) But the jam and the rain on friday was not so awesome. Picked J up around 8 and headed to BSC for dins but ended up having to change our plans to Gardens cause the valet and the car park was full at BSC. Before arriving the valet at Gardens, there was a massive jam and when we got there, the valet was as predicted full as well. So in the end, we ended up having Delicious at Bangsar Village II. After dinner, met up with a few friends at heritage row and partied there. But left early due to some problems. But it was a good night as long there was good company. :)

My spaghetti meatballs. :)

truth be told, the spaghetti is super filling. Couldn't even finish half.

I just love you and our convos about the future. <3

J's Nasi Kerabu

Look for the night.

Yours truly <3

Ems

To all the wonderful memories of 2011

2011-11-27T23:48:00.000-08:00

I've been busy this few days so didn't have the chance to blog. To make things worst, i'm sick as of now. So i'm quite lazy to blog but i'm feeling a tad bit better so YAY! :) Anyway, had my college prom on friday, which was honestly quite fun because of the awesome company. As usual prom day is real hectic. My girls, chung mae and yen thin met up with me at the Salon at 1 and we did our hair. After hair, we went straight to the Crowne Hotel where our prom was held and where we had booked a room there. Met Jamesie and Howie there and checked in. Chilled for awhile in the room then started on make up. So this year, i decided not to go to a make up artist to do my make up. haha. Save money. :) Since i can do it myself anyway. Did chung's and yen thin's make up too. As usual we were running late when we were actually earlier than scheduled. lol. typical girls. Around 6 ish, all the others arrived at the room. The room was packed with like almost 10 people. Swear it was a chaos. haha. By the time, we were all done, we were half an hour late and the last to arrive. AS USUAL!!! lol Anyway, here are some pictures from my college prom. :)

Yours Truly <3

The triplets! :)

With pretty girl, Lucy Qi
Vivi and Lucy

With the classmates

With James! :) Thanks for always watching out for me

With Faiz! :) Thanks for being there for me when i'm down.

Rach, Kris, Megan and Azim
Rishi, the classmate and bestie
Li Jen<3
With Shah
With Tash
With Ms. Alicia
With Ms. Judith
Yours truly

Dress: Sky

Clutch: Louis Vuitton

Shoes: Aldo

Camwhoring with the besties

The girls <3

Will miss everyone so much!!

Had dinner with the family and Elaine saturday night! :) After dinner, headed to beer factory with the older sister and elaine. :) Had loads of fun with the bunch. <3

Surprise and Afternoon Teas

2011-11-22T03:29:00.000-08:00

This is going to be a long one cause of pictures. :) Today was a real chilled out day for me, went over to Elaine's to have a doggie date with her. Doggie date means i brought my dog, cookie over to have a play date with her oh-s0-cute doggies and also derrick's SUPER HYPER dog! :) Seriously, i am so exhausted this few days, must be the weather.

Friday, 18.11.11

Let me give a big shout out to my bestie, Rachael Looi. Happy Belated Birthday, Babe! :)

So what we planned for her was obviously a surprise. It wasn't your typical dinner surprise and all those. We surprised her in the morning and made her breakies. So woke up early in the morning and met up with Howie, James and Krispy at Kris's house. After preparing everything, we headed to Rachael's and sneaked into her house all thanks to her mummy. She was definitely surprised and prolly a little pissed at us for waking her up so early in the morning. hehe. :) After the surprise, we just wandered around bangsar area then went home around evening to get prepared for her birthday dinner. :) For Rachael's birthday, my present to her was a dress that was shared among a few others and i was her chauffeur for the day. :) HEHE!! After picking up Rachie and Kris, we took her to her next surprise which was prepared specially by her boyfie!! AWWSS! the pictures will show it all. :)

Getting ready the post-its. :) hehe

Donbo? or something like that

cute right?

The birthday girl

The breakfast Kristin made for Rach

Rach's surprise from Faiz. :)

Saturday, 19.11.11

It was definitely a good day to get married. Supposedly. So attended one of my dad's friend's son's wedding. haha. Since it was strictly formal so obviously i had to dress up a bit. At first i thought i was too over dresses, but who knew i was actually under dresses. Everyone was in long dresses and i was in a body con dress. WTF! hahaha. As usual, wedding are boring but yet sweet at the same time. :) Everytime after getting back from a wedding dinner, it makes me feel like getting married. weird but yeah. Don't you get that feeling? haha.

Monday, 21.11.11

Met up with the girls at Pavillion for lunch and shopping. Had so much fun. :):)

finally i'm done. :) it's 2.30 in the morning and i got to wake up super early for my Zumba class. damnn. haha. anyway, sorry for the super long post.

Ems

2011-11-21T07:03:00.000-08:00

So, I've been going out a lot lately and have really no strength to blog at all, considering i sleep at 4 every single morning. So i'll update tomorrow after i get a good night sleep:):)

Ems

Every tear is for you

2011-11-16T05:12:00.000-08:00

I miss him so much. Everyone says that you'll get use to it after awhile but why is it getting harder for me? It's been three months and i'm not one bit use to it yet. I thought I was but every time a happy couple walks by, I start to miss him and how great it felt having him around. If you're wondering whether we have trust issues? Well honestly, no. Yes, at times we do suspect each other but we resolve it by asking each other. What i really cannot stand about LDR is the waiting! It's draining, exhausting and upsetting. Everyday you wish that D-day would just come already but it never comes. In fact it seems like D-day will never come!! The worst is that you're in a relationship but feel as if you're not cause the person is not there with you physically. :( I feel so lonely at times especially when I'm out with my couple friends. :( sighsss. I just want him to come home now and go back to how we use to be. :( Can't wait for December 18!!! Don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining about how bad my relationship is. Honestly, my relationship with him is great although it's just virtually, it's just that i miss him so much.

Come back soon baby. I'm waiting for you. <3

I love you.

Let's not end this post with my emo thoughts. lol. Look at this picture, don't we look alike?! :O

Oh let me introduce to you THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!

Her name is COOKIE!! :)<3

Ems

Friendship

2011-11-14T17:43:00.000-08:00

I hate how even after exams i have no time to do anything :/ Like clean up my messy table and chair which is filled with books and paper. My closet is also so packed that you can barely fit anymore clothes in it. gahh. I wanted to remodel my whole room but i don't have the time to start on the design and shiz. But the funny thing about it, is that my schedule isn't say like SUPER PACK! hahaha. I guess it's just my laziness! blehhh. Anyway, went to Rasta with the college mates yesterday night for a catch up session and also to discuss a few matters. It was great catching up with them since we haven't seen each other ever since exams started. I'm definitely going to miss them like shit when i start Uni. I cannot imagine not being in the same class or uni with them. Sighsss. Well that's life right? We all have to grow up and move on. That's how the cycle of life is.

OMG!!! I am so exhausted from rock climbing. I didn't really do any hardcore climbing but i'm so tired. :/ I think it's cause i woke up so early today and did a little work out before i left for rock climbing. So today i tried many things for the first time, like Pepper Lunch and Rock Climbing. Pepper lunch was not as good as i thought it would be but it's not say really bad. BUT rock climbing on the other hand is sort of fun. :) It's definitely harder than i thought it would be. especially the ones without the rope. I had trouble coming down actually with the rope one. I couldn't get the hang of it and I was so scared also!! :O I climbed all the way till the top and got stuck there. damnn. I'm super tired today. Suppose to go out tonight but i think i rather stay at home and skype with the baby. I'm too tired. :/

Monday, 14.11.11- Rasta Night

Tuesday, 15.11.11- Rock Climbing

Krispy Stretching!

Lol @ Iqqie

James addicted with gaming. :O

With bestie Rachael Looi

Howie is really good.

Kristin and I<3

It's a baby's face. wtf

Do you see the beer bottle and the cup?

On the way up

Okay so here is the part where i got stuck cause i didn't

know how to get down. :/ I was too scared!

Ems

Victory

2011-11-12T18:30:00.000-08:00

I just got back from a charity run

organized by AIA:) Tiring but it's all worth it. Not only did i do a good deed, i burnt off some calories. haha. :) I had a real busy weekend this week. So shall we get right to it?

Friday, 11.11.11

This special day was spent with my bestfriend since my special one is 3000 miles away from me. :( Had lunch at Ben's which has the most awe

some food ever. Really love their cheese cake. Since i was going to indulge, i had a light salad for lunch. :) After lunch, Burn and I went shopping. :)

On the way to fetch Burn.

Us at forever 21 :)

Ems: Burn, the mannequin's boobs are flat like mine. *touches the mannequin's boobs*

Burn: Omg, did you just touch the mannequin's boobs?

Ems: LOL YEAH!!!

Waiting for a table at Ben's:)

The Besties <3 11.11.11

Saturday, 12.11.11

Went shopping again with the mummykins!! Yes, i'm a little of a shopaholic. after shopping, came home and rest for a short while. Headed out for dinner with the fam:) Korean Cuisine!! My fav! :) After that, it was off to Vogue Club to see the bestfriend, Jin in his first ever fight. It's not like a street fight or anything. It's a real profesional fight thing. I don't exactly know what the event is called but i think it's called MMA? MuayFit? i have no idea. But yeah, it was Jin's first time so we were all really nervous for him. BUT GUESS WHAT?!!! HE WON!! Congratulations to you, Jin.:) Real proud of you. All your hard work has paid off. Stop fighting already. You're going to make your gf have heart attack. haha. :)

I took a video of his fight.Have a look, it's real cool!

Enjoy!! :)

Fight Night at Vogue Club. CLICK!

I look retarded cause I told Jin not to put

his sweaty arm on me BUT he did it anyway!

Got back home around 1 ish and skype-ed with the baby :) Since he got his new Alienware, he played with effects a little bit with me. I was also in my camwhore mood. Won't show all cause HE'LL KILL ME!! hahaha.

Baby and his urhh Drago ball hairstyle? Beckham?

What do you think?

Oh no, Baby turned into a werewolf!! :O:O

I really love this picture of you, bibi. <3

Thanks for being there for me all the time, even when you're half way around the world.

Ems

11.11.11

2011-11-11T05:03:00.000-08:00

Happy 11.11.11 Everyone! :)

I hope everyone had a great 11.11.11. My day was definitely well spent with my bestie, Bernardine Chiew. It would have been better if MR JASON KOK was here to spend this special day with me. I'm real lazy to post pictures and all. So tomorrow :)

Going to cheer on Jin's fighting match tomorrow night!!

PS: If you would be kind enough, please click on the ad on the right side of the page and also on the top of the page! :) APPRECIATE IT!!! Thankies. <3

Ems

A taste of bitter sweetness

2011-11-09T07:34:00.000-08:00

As promised, I'm BACK! :) Yes, i'm blogging again. Honestly, i don't even know whether there is still people who reads this blog. Lol. Truth be told, i really miss blogging! Anyway, today marks the day i'm finally done with College, like for good. It's really a bitter sweet moment for me as i really grew so attached to my college mates, especially to two of my besties, Rachael and Chung Mae<3 My last papers were Chemistry and Psychology!! Can you imagine how much i had to cramp in one night?!! For those who don't know, I'mactually in the South Australian Matriculation. So yeahh. I wouldn'tsay it's super hard and i wouldn't say it's super easy.

Studied my ass off for the last three weeks and yet i am not confident with any of my papers that i sat for. Bleh!! WHATEVER, It's OVER! :) Can't wait for shopping this friday with Ms Bernardine Chiew!!

Updates:

Last Day of College!! :)

Saturday, 5th Nov

Went over for a Sushi Party!! :) yummies!

Look at the different types of fish! Sashimi fever!

The Chef at work.

Sashimi Boat. lol

Salmon Belly. Really wish Jason was there that night.

Baby look, it's your favorite!

Soft Shell Crab Maki

Rabbit!

Aunty Doris and her Special hand roll:)

Eel!! mmm :)

and yours truly <3

excuse the tired face. I was studying for the past 12 hours.

Ems

HELP NEEDED

2011-03-27T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!!! (:(: i know its sorta weird that i'm blogging on this blog. But it's just a one time thing, i need a real big favor from anyone who comes across this post. I need everyone to help answer a survey i did for my english project. The more data i have, the more accurate my project will be. so it's really important that y'all help me!! (:(: Please and thank you. Love love<3

SURVEY HERE

Fresh Start

2010-07-22T23:22:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello!

Some of y'all might be wondering why was my blog unable to be found. haha. (:

My mistake, i deleted it and yeah. I actually have a new blog. I've moved to Tumblr. I find it more urh interesting i guess.

Go check it out.

Click Me (:(:

love.

2010-07-13T06:31:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. I will post up all my shanghai photos. But beware!! lots of camwhoring. haha. and i can't post all cause there's like almost 300 over pictures. -.- go see fb.

At some garden. i can't remember the name

sorry, i fail. haha.

At urhh Nan-Jing road!

It was crowded. seriously!

Mel and I, (:

And again at People Square

At Old Jesse Restaurant.

Good food. (:

This is Water Village.

Nice place but too many people and the weather was too hot to handle.

Hehe(:(: At Jade Garden.

I heard there is a restaurant named by this name. But i can tell you the food in this resturant in Shanghai is TEN TIMES BETTER! (:

Even the cold dishes are good.

At some Italian restaurant. Antonio something! haha.

Took this at this really great place.

It's like the bangsar in shanghi but much much better.

The bars are a hundred times more high class.

Malaysia!! the one and only.

Finland.

Luxenberg. It's that how you spell it?
UK!! the most awesomest.
i forgot what this is. :/
Switzerland.

It has that ski ride thingy. cool.
Spain.

Meaningless

2010-07-10T23:44:00.001-07:00

I promise to blog tomorrow. (: i'm quite nervous for my driving exam tomorrow. :/ shits. I mean who wouldn't be right if you only had two classes and it's your first time driving a manual car. Shit, me so scared. sniffs.:'( But oh wells. Will blog more tomorrow, promise. :):)

i love new things.

2010-06-29T06:50:00.000-07:00

What do you do when you get a new camera? hahaha.

Isn't it obvious that you cam-whore with it?!!! That's what i did. RAWR! hehe. It's like random pictures that i took last saturday and sunday. (: heheh.

God's gift.

2010-06-28T07:43:00.000-07:00

I'm suppose to be doing my moral project but i think i should get something of my chest first.

I hope every single one of you see this!

I know it has nothing to do with me. But it's hurting the people around me whom i care for a lot. I might not know them for a very long time but i don't want to see such a nice and warm group of "family" just go into the drain just cause of lifeless people spreading rumors that are not true on both side of the parties.

Yes, everyone hears a lot of things about themselves and get super mad cause supposedly their sources tell them that they heard it from a bestfriend of theirs. Let me ask you a very simple question okay? WHAT MAKES YOU THINK IT'S YOUR BESTFRIEND or CLOSE FRIEND? If you actually treat him/her as your bestfriend or a close friend, you wouldn't jump into conclusion and label your bf as a big backstabbing bitch. Go up to him/her and ask her for the truth. If he/she said i never said that kind of shits, that leave it alone. (unless your bf has a bad case of compulsive lying)

Do you really want to let a few meaningless words get to your friendship? Seriously, is that even matured of you? You people tell me to talk thngs out with whom ever i'm not satisfied with. But why can't you do the same? That's not exactly setting a good example for me, the younger ones. All i'm saying is you guys are friends, don't just throw it away like cause a few misunderstandings. Don't listen to others that don't know much, talk to the person. Clear up all the mess.

Friends are not easy to get okay. What if you were accusing the wrong person? Then in return you lose a friend that was true and real to you. Think about it. Don't hate.

I'm nobody's angel.

2010-06-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

How long is this going to go on? How long do you want me to wait for you every single night? It's tiring. I just want to talk to you and feel close to you all over again. But every night you break my heart a little. "Oh, i'm tired. I promise we'll talk tomorrow." 'Bi, i'm damn tired. Can you please not?" I'm sick of those sentences. Really sick. I know you need your rest and all. But HELLO how about me? I NEED YOU!

I might be over reacting but so what. That's how i feel. I need to talk to you and tell you everything that happened on that day. Who else am i going to tell that to? I can't act stupid and crazy in front of my friends, it's embarassing. Maybe you met someone during work? I don't know. I'm afraid. How many times can a heart be broken? Once, Twice, Thrice? How many? I can say you haven't broke the heart that i took a really long to mend after a bad break up. But you're definitely getting there. Is that what you want? I hate your job. It doesn't give you time for A LIFE!

I hate guys and their priorities. In the first three months of the relationship, they tell you that you're their First Priority. Bullshit. After the sixth month or even maybe the fourth month, everything changes. No more the sweet compliments and the sweet talks. It becomes a damn war. Fighting day and night. We break up and make up and not even after 2 minutes, we're fighting again. It's not healthy at all for you and I. Help guide me in becoming someone that doesn't need a fairytale love or movie love. I'm stuck in a stupid fantasy. Pull me back to reality.

Go our seperate ways? I don't know. I don't want to but something is telling me to let you go. I'm holding you back. Shit, i wish i never opened my heart to you. to any men.

Learn from my mistakes? I haven't learn anything. I'm useless.

You ain't my sunshine no more.

2010-06-22T03:21:00.000-07:00

Remember those things I said

Well I don't mean none of them now.

You're acting like a different person,

I couldn't pick you out of a crowd.

I know bout' all the things you did,

There's nothing I can't talk about.

Baby take off your halo,

You aint nobody's angel now.

So you could keep playing,

I can't hear nothing that you're saying.

Sorry won't change it

Boy, I'm bout to bitch you out.

Don't try to apologize,

Try to call my phone no more,

Baby take off your halo

It doesn't even glow no more.

There's not gonna be no second chance,

Don't try to show up at my door.

Baby take off your halo,

What kind of fool do you take me for.

Baby take off your halo, halo, halo

take take off your halo, halo, halo

I don't wanna hear your explanations,

You're not gonna talk your way out of this.

I know exactly what you're gonna try to say,

And I'm not gonna fall for none of your tricks.

Go ahead and cry if you want to,

Go and tell it to the people you're with.

The second that I walk away,

Baby girl you don't even exist.

So you could keep playing,

I can't hear nothing that you're saying.

And sorry won't change it,

Don't try to come at me with any of your shit.

Don't try to apologize,

Don't try to call my phone no more.

Baby take off your halo,

It doesn't even glow no more.

There's not gonna be no second chance,

Don't try to show up at my door.

Baby take off your halo,

What kind of fool do you take me for.

Baby take off your halo, halo, halo

take take off your halo, halo, halo

Enough said.

Life.

2010-06-18T22:05:00.000-07:00

We're all not given a manual on how to live our life. We are given choices. Choices that are to be made by us. Wouldn't it be easier if everything had a manual? Hearts wouldn't be broken. The whole world would be filled with happiness and bright smiling faces.

I don't understand. Why is it that some people can be so cruel? Doesn't it make you feel guilty. I don't get the human behavious. I don't understand.

My sunshine.

2010-06-17T01:10:00.000-07:00

I'm home!! Actually i've been home since like urhh tuesday but i was too tired and lazy to blog about my trip. Anyway, i'm in the mood to blog so yeah. (:

Hong Kong Trip

Well, it wasn't anything special cause i always go down to Hong Kong. Hong Kong is practically like my second home. Except that i'm not really good in cantonese but who cares. haha. (: Sales was good but the season of clothes was not really exciting. It's all your normal things. No new things, y'know. I'm so bored of the high waisted skirts. Where are all the rompers and high waisted jeans? It's kinda hard to find in Hong Kong. Maybe i looked in the wrong places but yeah. haha. But i did do some shopping but not major ones. I almost bought a super expensive D&G dress but later i found a simillar looking one for only like what, a 100 dollars? Thank god for that. I actually wished i stayed one more day cause i really wanted to get this back but i was procastinating on getting it cause number one i have plenty of bags and number two it wasn't cheap!!! AHH!! I'm regretting now, i should have gotten it. Daddy's going back there again, he can get it for me. (: hhaha. I'm not bragging okay. I'm just telling you. I didn't really take any pictures down there but i did camwhore with my younger sister whichI haven't done in a long long time. So here it is. (:

*ps. Mel, sorry you couldn't come down to Hong Kong with us but dont worry we got you stuff. (:

In The Plane.

Waiting fly off. WOOSH! (:

This is in Lane Crawford. I love the shopping there.

Excuse my sick look. I was hungry. haha.

Told you i brought gay!!! :P

Tanjung Sepat, Road Trip<3

Two weeks ago, Rowena planned a small little road trip for all of us. (:haha. It was so fun. I mean who knew there was so many things in a small town called Tanjung Sepat. I've been there before when i was younger but i have very little memories of Tanjung Sepat. They are famous for their Lover's Bridge. It's not really a bridge that is romantic or whatsoever. But it is beautiful at night. People usually walk the bridge in the evening and all to see the sunset. But the night view is so much nicer, the stars that shine at night are beautifu, a priceless view.

Rowena got everything planned out for us. Like where to eat and all. haha. (: The best tour guide ever. We left kl at like 11.30, reached there around 1.30 i think. It's like an hour ride or maybe more than that. We ate at some restaurant called "Maggie's seafood" or something like that. they serve really nice pan mee with seafood. What y'all should have seen was the TOILET!!! It was disgusting and so urhh uncivillised. haha. It was just a drain! literally. -.-

We visited the mushroom farm which we didn't really visit cause something else caught our attention and we went there and started cam-whoring. haha.

Oh and Tanjung Sepat is really famous for their "pau pau"!!! haha. As in like like buns. They are so yummy!!! especially their meat bun and "mui choi pau", i don't know how to describe what's inside cause i don't even know. but it's really nice. We visited a beach as well called Pantai Bagan Lalang, i think. It's not a really clean beach but cleaner a lot of the ones i visited in Malaysia. haha. I love love love that day.(:

The pau place. (: yum yums.

Me, Carmen, Ems and Rowena.

and again (: <3

Ems and Rowena

Love you girls a lot. (:

Yeo and Khor. (:

ROWENA!!! (:

THANK YOU EMILY FOR THE PICTURES!!!(: (:

For you, Emily

2010-06-11T01:38:00.000-07:00

Friends come and go.

Seasons only stick around for a few months.

Fashion changes itself like the season.

Beauty dies as age grows.

But the one thing that never changes or grow old is

LOVE!

Hang on to it.

Hold it tight.

Never let it out of your sight.

Cherish it, Appreciate it.

Love your love unconditionally.

Sacrifice for it.

Wait patiently for Love.

It is somewhere out there waiting for you.

Seek wisely.

Our hearts belong

2010-06-07T05:08:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of update. I've been busy catching up on some me time. haha. (:

I had an awesome weekend with the boyfie and friends at tanjung sepat. I think some of y'all might know the place. But i doubt so. haha. I'll post up the pictures as soon as Emily Yeo posts the pictures. haha (: EMILY POST POST!!

I'm really tired, for no reason. :/

Sorry, this is a really short post. I have so much to say but i'm too tired so yeah.

Tomorrow(:

ps.you are still the one.

I look at you for inspiration

2010-06-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

Mid year exams are finally over, let's praise the lord for that. I still found it so strange about how time passes. A second ago, i was crying over chemistry and add mathematics and now it's all over. (for now) I don't understand life, it's passes too fast.

As i grow older, it passes faster and faster every single day. Some of the days, i don't even like i was in the world. It just felt like i everything spinned around me really fast and poof it's another day. That's so freaky. Well, i guess that's why life is an adventure right? We're born to learn.

The picture above is so right.

'We're all kind of winging it". Living and seeing how it goes. What's the point of knowing the future or predicting it? Let it flow naturally, you never know what's actually coming. That's the mystery of life. An amazing thing god gave us. Thank you, Lord.

What's next for me? I don't know

But it's definitely partying till like there's no tomorrow. haha. Okay maybe not tat hardcore, but definitely spending more time with the love ones and of course the books I loathe so much. grrr. I know, i know, you must thinking this girl is nuts! Yes, it is my midyear break but I still have SPM to prepare for and i've noticed how unprepared i am for it. Shit, it's scaring the hell out of me. Oh wells. (:

Can't wait for my Road Trip this weekend.(:

The beauty of Love

2010-05-27T21:13:00.000-07:00

I took a few hours break from my studies yesterday. I'm allowed to okay. I can't be buried in those boring books all day long right? I need a life too. no offence book worms. So i went swimming with the boyfie yesterday. haha.(: I don't wanna say much cause i have to get back to my studies. So let the pictures talk aites. (:

Actually it's more of camwhore pictures.

Sorry!!! (: I miss the camera.

2010-05-21T23:34:00.000-07:00

Midyears are finally here and i'm freaking out.

No kid. I didn't know i would be in so much stress. I'm not really scared for all the other subjects except for CHEMISTRY AND ADD MATHS! My chemistry in form 4 really sucks balls. i don't know how to improve it at all. I constantly need guidance in order to do it. And as for add maths, i'm just worried that the questions will be like twisted, knowing Mr Daniel Pang Soon Sheng!! Teacher please make my life a little easier. :( I'm at the edge of breaking down soon. I need air, i need god damn air. What do i do? I'm so screwed. This is the year to NOT screw up. Arggghhhh.

WHATEVER! SCREW THIS SHIT!

fml.

2010-05-17T08:08:00.000-07:00

Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts.

Short post.

I got new shoes today. Well, i ordered them online and it finally came. It's PINK!! (: Me favs. haha.

Anyways, it's all thanks to this blog!! I love her blog. Well, cause the variety of shoes are amazing! go check her out and support her. I'm definitely getting more shoes from her. haha.

http://www.viennalace.blogspot.com/

Lovely isn't it. (: ahhh.

she looks like a raccoon. agree? haha. so cute.

hopefully this can help put a smile on those who are feeling gloomy.

It sure helped me.

xx, back to the books.

Impossible

2010-05-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating, i'm busy with my mid year.:/

So most of the time, i'm studying and doing my moral project. My life is so boring with all the books and pens. shits. To make things worst, my phoebia just twiced up the amount. Get it? I have a phoebia towards lizards. At first it was like 100% fear now it grew to like 500%. I HATE LIZARDS!!!

I hate the way you move.

I hate the way you look.

I hate how you're so sneaky.

I hate how ugly your color is.

I hate you.

ewwww.

Will update as soon as i have the time. (:

Of tears and happiness

2010-05-10T03:18:00.000-07:00

I know some of y'all must be wondering what a weird girl i am. Why on earth is she saying Momo and Moomie, hahaha. Well, i have an explanation to that simple question. It's cause that's what i call my mum. I do not call her mother, that's so urhhh boring..... hahah.

To be honest, i didn't even spend time with my mum. I only had dinner with her and listen to a bunch of David Foster music on blue ray. I prefer doing this rather than the traditional taking her out everywhere and spending the whole entire day with her. It's not cause i don't love her. I love her dearly! SO MUCH!! But i think, she would get so bored and annoyed at me. I'd probably be like some naughty ignorant child around her. Singing songs off tune and shit like that. That's why.

I love what i did with her yesterday, laying down on our reclining chair and listening to various singers singing famous David Foster songs. It was the perfect evening. Peaceful.

My morning wasn't so peaceful though. haha. I went for the second part of my drving thingy. It's called bengkel/amali. 6 hours straight and with TAN JIA SHERN!! hahaha. funny shits. Everytime we fall asleep, the lecturer will purposely go all the way back asking each and everyone very sacarstic questions. rude. Oh and we became translators for two very nice iranians. haha. (:

The boyfie picked me up after the super boring 6 hours and went for dim sum. hehehe. (: nomnom YUM! (: After dim sum, we talked and made a list of what restaurant we want to eat together in the future. HAHA!! We're so childish. We came out with so many restaurants. fat people. :(

That's my sunday.

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Here are some photos from friday.

Shopped in ou with the baby.

hehe! (:

In Just Thai, love loves

You're so funny.

I love this. i don't know why

taken by:ken.

end. loves.

2010-05-09T06:58:00.001-07:00

HAPPY MOMO'S DAY!!! (:

HAPPY MOOMIE'S DAY!!!! (:

Happy Mother's day. (:

Update tomorrow.

Me is tired and wants to talk to her beloved baby.

To be 15 again

2010-05-06T18:50:00.000-07:00

got this off postsecret.

Post Secret really knows how i feel.

I definitely feel much sexier when i was 15. I didn't eat so much, i didn't love food that much. And I had a certain glow that i recently found out from a bestfriend of mine. She said that's the only year i was really happy and glowing. I want that glow back, i want that feeling back. The feeling where nothing else in the world mattered as long there was you by my side. But obviously, that's impossible. Nothing can bring back that glow right? Can one guy actually do that? Well, he was special.

I remember when i heard the song Fifteen by Taylor Swift for the first time, i was so shocked with the lyrics of the song. It figuratively ressembled the life i had when i was 15. THE WHOLE SONG was like my story of when i was 15, how ironic is that?

People ask me, why can't i let go of the past?

To that question, i have LET GO, but i will never forget it. How can i forget it? It's impossible. I let go, but i get pulled back at times and everytime that happens, i give myself a slap and look in the mirror and say "Don't be stupid, it's impossible." So now i can finally say, even if i'm not glowing but i do feel happy. I'm just happy with what i have. We can't always get what we want right? I am happy with whatever god plans for me. That's enough for me.

LET'S IGNORE THAT!!! (:

and let's pay attention to this pictures.

MY COOKIE!!! (:

I'm sure y'all know her.

ADORABLE!!

she's currently on my lap now. :D

So actually right, i need an opinion on something. As y'all know i love animals EXCEPT FOR REPTILES!!! any sort. I HATE REPTILES. So anywaysssss, hahaa, i am planning to propose to my dad to help me open up a shelter for homeless kitties, dogs, rabbits and any sort of cute furry stuff. (: I really want to make it happen. I cannot bare to see another road kill. :( I see it almost everyday near my area. Loads of stray doggies and kitties on the road, dead. :( sniffs. What do you think?

Oh to first part of this post, i'm just expressing my feelings. It doesn't mean anything. So, please don't get the wrong idea of having mix feelings or so. It's just my past haunts me.

ATTENTION

2010-05-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

Actually, i wanted to blog about something else but just about a minute ago, i saw this really tragic video on facebook and i lost all my mood to blog about that. Take a look at it. It's definitely worth your time. It definitely gave me wake up call.

WATCH IT ALL THE WAY, I'M SERIOUS!!

To all the drivers in the world, please be careful when you drive. Everyone loves to speed, no doubt. But have you ever thought of the consequences? You might kill an innoncent animal or a human. So please don't speed and be more alert on the road. I'm not playing around, PLEASE do this to stop road kill.

Animals have a heart, soul and emotions too. So, please care for animals as well.

Trust

2010-05-04T02:58:00.000-07:00

I don't know why but i feel so agitated by a certain topic now. what is it? Well, it is the thoughts and gesture of a guy. No story behind the feeling, it's just a random feeling.

Aren't men and women all the same? We have the same body parts except for our reproductive organs but other than that, we're the same. So why is it that guys can be so mean to girls? Why is it that they think they're more superior? It's so unfair. Maybe we girls are to blame, cause we're softies and wusses. I guess that's the balance that god wants. Not everyone's personality can be too strong right? If all of us have strong personalities, the world will be filled with hatred and wars everywhere.

Let's talk about a guy and girl in a relationship, not marriage just a simple relationship.

The story is very typical. Boy meets girl, girl meets boy. Boy brings girl out and charms the girl. Girl melts for him and falls deeply in love. For three months or so, they'll be all over each other, as if nothing in the world matters anymore. But it usually ends when it hits half a year. Why?

The boy or the girl will find it boring or find it hard to commit? that's just plain ridiculous. If you knew you had commitment issues then why get together in the first place? If it becomes boring, then why not reignite the flame rather than just breaking it? No offensive to guys, but usually the guys are the ones that breaks the girl's heart. They will come up all sorts of excuses to get out of the relationship. And we girls would be crying over something that isn't worth it at all. Always having that slight hope that he might come back.

IS IT FAIR, BOYS? i'm not saying that it's all guys but SOME!! So to those group of guys, is it fair for us girls? What are you guys thinking actually? It's so hard to figure out what you guys want. At times, y'all would say this then say another thing, which is so confusing. Can't you just be straight forward so we would know what to do instead of being your fool or bootycall? You think we would be okay but what if the girl is so deeply in love with you? How do you expect her to get back up again? For a girl, when she falls in love, she stays in love forever. No kidding. Maybe they might not end up with the guy they fell in love with but at the end of the day, they would always think of this question. " I wonder what is he thinking of now?"

Girls probably are more emotional cause of our oestrogen level but you guys should be a little more considerate of our feelings right? Let's say you(guys) actually fell in love with a girl, like really in love and you guys were going great UNTIL one day she tells you that she wants to take a break and asked you to wait for her for months or years. How would you feel eh?

To be in a relationship, a girl and a boy has to cooperative.

Do not hide any sort of feeling you have or whatsoever.

If you don't share, you might hurt your partner in the end.

This goes to girls as well. So don't say i'm a sexist.

To express

2010-05-02T00:04:00.000-07:00

I got accused of doing something i didn't do.

(from someone i love dearly.)

What a 'lovely' night yesterday. shit. I hate it.

Because of that accusation, i had to do something i wouldn't have done in a million years which is deleting my previous blog. It's not cause of the person i shared it with but the memories i had that year. It's something i cherished a lot. I teared when i deleted it.

So 10 minutes ago, i couldn't take it. i tried restoring it and thank the lord it can be restored but instead of leaving it there again, i exported it, deleted it and imported it into THIS BLOG!! (: HOW COOL IS THAT?! YAY!! whatever i've been through that year isn't going to down just in a click. Phew!!

I just wana clear up whatever misunderstanding some people against me. I might not show much affection towards my current boyfriend and that's only because i don't want to get hurt all over again. I don't need to depend on a guy to make me happy. I can do that myself. This is why i'm not so affectionate and open. So please don't think that i'm on to your boyfriend or the person you love. I'm a person that has principles and that is not to cheat and go for other people's love ones. In fact, i get angry when i hear someone i know cheating on someone i know as well.

I will never do that sort of embarassing and shameful thing. Just wanted to clear this up.

So please stop your assumptions

because it hurts when it's coming from the person i love the most

2010-04-30T19:50:00.000-07:00

This is not a video. It's just a sound clip.

I was listening to it over and over again. and I cried

It's Jeannie and Lisa being lame.

I MISS Y'ALL LIKE CRAZY!! ):

I MISS OUR YOYOYO MOMENTS!!

I need my bestfriends. :(

MAMA ANN!! i miss you too. don't think i don't. (:

Dear You

2010-04-27T01:17:00.000-07:00

All i can say is my tired heart is beating slow.

Maybe one day, i'll see you then.

It's just not now.

Not now.

Wait.

I'll see you then.

Say it back, please.

Can airplanes be shooting stars?

2010-04-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

Thank you for pulling me back to earth.

I was stuck in this fantasy where first love exists.

Love.

2010-04-24T00:28:00.000-07:00

At this point of my life, i'm finally happy.

I have a wonderful loving family.

I have the world's bestest friends ever!!

I have a boyfriend that loves me unconditionally despite all his flaws.

and last but not least, i have cute little baby, MY COOKIE!!! (she's a dog)

Money isn't all that after all.

........

So yesterday was a rather interesting day.(: I'm sure y'all would love to know about it.

I went to curve yesterday to have lunch with kenderick's friends whom i met for the very first time. Honestly, i was actually really nervous and i don't even know why. I guess i just thought they would hate me but thank god, everything went well. I still don't know whether they hate me or not but hopefully they don't. haha. and pray that don't see this post. :/ I think they're all really nice and funny people. They like to talk and laugh which i love!!

My baby being silly!! like always. -.-

love loves.

I left curve at 4 and straight went to KLGCC to swim with the little sister, michelle!!(: I think we played more instead of swim. haha. who cares la. We're all allowed to have a little fun. Went home at 6.30 and got ready to go out with the boyfie and his friends again. (: We ate at some chinese restaurant which had quite good good, well the boys loved it. hahaha.

Okay here comes the best part, we left the place at like 10 something close to 11. We all parked our car at quite a dark place so it was quite eerie. I walked to the passenger sit and saw this piece of tile, i wasn't sure what it was and didn't bother analysing it. I went in and i was like "eh, why got sound?" then i was turned around i saw ken's car's window was winded down. Then i was like " urh bi, your window!!" then it hit me, the tile wasn't a tile, it was the damn window. SHIT!!!! Someone stupid person broke in and took the bag that was sitting at the back. The best part is the bag had nothing valuable, just some clothes and all. stupid. ishh.

But it was quite scary. :/ that's me day.

waking up is the hardest part;

2010-04-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

I won't let this go.

Never.

I let love go once, i won't repeat the same mistake again.

I love you.

Please stop.

2010-04-18T10:04:00.000-07:00

This song explains what i'm feeling now.

I know i'm a fool.

Broken hearted girl, by Beyonce.

You’re everything I thought you never were

And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love enough to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Loving you is a crime

2010-04-16T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hello hello. (:

I've been resting at home for the past two days, but it's not cause i'm sick but cause H1N1 is spreading like a bitch, seriously. Lisa told me that in London, H1N1 is like a normal flu, nobody freaks out. But why is it that in Malaysia, people have to die of H1N1, ridiculous. haha. (:

On thursday, i went over to Burn's place to have tuition first BUT it got cancelled cause Mr. Jeya had a staff meeting or something like that. Oh and guess what? He didn't even bother calling us to inform us. haha. We were waiting like fools for him to like come. We were so eager to start and finish early so we can go over to Burn's apartment to swim and have our gossip session with Lisa. (: Well, thank god he cancelled. We got to spend more time together, woot woot.

All three of us swam and talked alot. I miss it so much.

Lisa, i hope your flight gets delayed like for a whole week. Then, we all will be on holiday for a week. More time for us to bond. Fingers crossed. hehs.

So today is friday and obviously i went out for my routine lunch with my boyfie and met up with Arif, Lisa, Burn and KarKin. KK didn't join us for lunch, oh wells. :( We ate at Delicious and talked. Burn was late cause her driver had a really LONG prayers session for some reason. haha. We shopped after lunch then i left with the boyfie to pay bills. haha. (:

GIRLS, I MISS EVERYONE OF YOU!! ESPECIALLY LI ANN!! don't feel left out my dear. You're always part of us. promise. Loves.

You make me speechless.

In the car, hehs.

My tudung-ed baby. (: haha.

ps.farouq, bitch about this. :P

Seriously

2010-04-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

Guess what?!!! I'm getting a new toy!(:

Well, it's not a toy but a present from the paps. YAYS. Me is so happy. Should i tell y'all what it is? or just surprise y'all when i get it. I think i'm just going to show it to you people when i get it. (: haha. It's not a bag or anything like that. I have too many, i need something urhhhh mechanical. My room is filled with too much fabric and things like that. it needs a black thing.woot. try and guesss. ;)

Lets go to emoness now.

I watched The Blind Side yesterday and it's so touching. Sandra Bullock definitely deserved her Oscar award for best actress. She won it fair and square. I love the guy who acted as Big Mike/ Micheal. He is so cute. I adore him and his chubbie-ness. hehs.

9/10

LOVE IT!

Surprise Fidz!!! (:

2010-04-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

updatos. (: (:

Yesterday was definitely a crazy day. haha. (:

Class test 2 ended on like thursday, so i didn't go to school on friday, too lazy to. haha. (: Met up with te boyfie at like 11 then went around shopping and all. Watched Clash of The Titans. I love this movie, i really don't know why. I just love it. I rate it a 7/10. Went home at like 4 then had piano lessons, then got ready for the BIG SURPRISE for a very special "someone".

So the all of us the Gang Tangga, haha, planned a surprise party for hafidz. Just cause we love him and he never had a party. We had everything planned out, we wanted to hire a tranny to lap dance him but that failed cause we were scared people might get offended. :/ and it will cost a bomb!!

But overall, it was super awesome. Eventhough, there was some minor chaos, like how peter, kk, aaron and I walked around telawi street finding for a balloon shop to get helium balloons to put around the table. We did find one in the end and it was closed but not entirely. They were serving their last customer and they were nice enough to serve us too. (: phewwww.

When we were all crowding around the stairs waiting for him to come up, Lisa and I were like so nervous, the suspense was making our stomachs sick. When he came up, we shouted " SURPRISE!!" And he was jumping and jumping saying "Oh My God! Oh My God!" and his mouth was wide open. then he hugged Zam and Arif. I think he even teared a little. Awwwwss. (: At around 10, Jeannie surprised him by showing up with cupcakes that were lighted up with candles. I walked up a whole flight of stairs with lighted cupcakes. I was so scared the fire would burn the box. :/ damn. hahaha. Hope you liked it, bestfriend.

To my bestfriend, Hafidz.

You are definitely a one in a million friend. Honestly, who has a friend that sings to you every single day, and it's like every kind of genre. You have korean, emo, sexy, malay, EVERYTHING!! hahaha. (: Although it is annoying at times, but that's what puts the smile on my face. Even if you bully me every single say by DRAWING ME AND PUSHING ME!!! I still love you and put on a smile cause the crazy things you do makes me laugh. Don't ever change. Everyone needs a friend like you. Thank god, i already have someone like you which is you. Love you, malay!! (:

Hahahahaha!

awws. (:

Lisa!! (:

Burn and I (:

The four of us. <3

Love you bf. (:

For the first time, Elaine was taller than me by A BIT!!!!

and that's only cause she was wearing heels and I wasn't. I'm still taller.

We're all almost the same height, for the first time

and J, what the hell are you doing to Lisa?

Jeffrey!! sorry for the confusion. haha

Farouq, kk and I

tsk tsk, Leon!! hahaha.

All of us. (: Love you guys.

ps.baby.no more fighting, please.

Simplicity

2010-04-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

Before i update.

Listen to this guy. He sounds so angelic. (:

This is his original song. his own lyrics.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Boy meets girl and everything starts to fall in place
Couple days pass til they start to date
A look in her eyes
And he knows that this is different
But sometimes he feels overwhelmed
Cause the feelings new
Uncertain about the future
Cause hes insecure
This girl makes him feel
Like no one made him feel
Before her

[Pre Hook]
What have you done
To me
Ive never ever felt so helpless
But dont get me wrong
Dont leave
Cause I meant to say that

[Hook]
Baby I love
Spending my time with you
The little things that you do
Your kiss on my cheek
The way your voice sounds
Oh so soft and sweet
And its true
My heart belongs to you
No more excuses
Promise Ill be there when youre calling me
Baby now I know, its so clear to see

[Post- Hook]
That I love
I love
The way you show you care about me
No holding back
Know that
I want you to see
Theres nowhere else I wanna be
But right here
Yes right here

[Verse 2]
Matters of love
A mystery Ive never figured out
Lovers fall apart
Not many work it out
(So) why do people try
When the odds are all against them?
Sharing my thoughts
Or my feelings
Never my forte
But ever since I met you
Girl my mind has changed
Cause even when were miles apart
I wanna be with you

[Pre Hook]
[Hook]

[Bridge]
That you are
The one I
Been waiting
All this time
And if I
At times might
Not be clear
Baby let me tell you this

Here goes the updates. (:

Friday, April 2nd.

After school, i met up with the boyfie and had lunch at TGIF. (: Yes, it was in the afternoon. I was crazving for a good burger. My parents don't eat unhealthy food anymore so i am forced to eat it with my boyfie. After lunch, I met up with the girls and the boys for karaoke session. (: It was really fun!! Finally, a proper outing.

Highlight of the day.

Bernardine Chiew broke a glass with her ass!! haha. (: she was dancing and singing to a Korean song and boom!! There goes the glass. We kinda threw away the evidence. haha.

LiJen, Lisa, Elaine and I

All of us. (:

Elaine, Lisa and I

My toe was cramping. :/

Saturday, 3rd April.

Went over to Lisa's place to swim!! (: It was very last minute but yeah. haha. Talked like non-stop and swam and EAT!!! what a waste. haha. (:

Then, Elaine, Jeannie and Lisa came over after dinner and sleptover. (: The story is actually quite funny. At first, Lisa couldn't come cause Elaine didn't tell Elise that she was suppose to be Lisa's transport. Only when she was at my house, she told Elise. -.- So, in the end, we all went all the way to Sierramas West and fetch her to my house and we had oobers of fun!! (:

At lisa's house. (:

Elaine and the beautiful flower she got for me. (:

Lisa and Burn &heart;

All four of us. &heart;

Intertwine.

2010-04-01T05:47:00.000-07:00

I wish for eternity.

Forget those three words.

Forget the promises.

Forget the memories.

Forget us.

please.

Promises to me are very important. In fact, i'm very sensitive towards promises. So, if you break a promise, you will lose all the trust i have for you. This applies to all my friends. But when it comes to you, my special one. I'm just speechless. I don't feel anything, just pain. My trust for you didn't die, but my heart did.

How am i suppose to fix that? It's not something where you can superglue back. It's unfixable.

SO ANNNNYWAYS!!(switchesmood) (:

Had an awesome YumCha session with Jeannie, Elaine, Burn, Lisa, MingYao and Leon on monday. (: hahaha. It was so damn funny. We talked so super loud, as if Pappa Rich was ours and we don't give a damn about anyone but us. But well, we really didn't give a damn if people thought we were annoying or whatever. All we cared was to catch up and laugh our boobies off. :O hahaha!!!

During the weekend, i went back to my hometown which is Penang for Ching Ming Festival. (: i think i mentioned this in the earlier post. Soi took a few pictures of my very cute nephews. They love the camera. Literally. haha. Start to aww. (:

A happy spirit.

2010-03-28T06:05:00.000-07:00

The day i've been waiting has finally arrive!!! Well, it was actually on friday. The girls came back from melb and Lisa came back from London. What a reunion, seriously. But sadly, Bryan and Li Ann aren't back from Melb, sighs. I really miss you, guys!!! I'll see you two in December and we'll go on the wildest trip ever! It'll be like the movie, "The Hangover".

So, i didn't see the two girls on the day they came back cause i was in Penang for Ching Ming. In case some of y'all don't the meaning of Ching Ming, it's a festival where the Chinese pray to their ancestors and the relatives that passed away. I went back on friday and came back saturday night. I didn't even go home. I went straight to Elaine's house. We were so desperate to see each other and update each other about our lifes. The bestfriends reunited! (:

I had a great night with Elaine, Elise and her friends. haha.

All that's left is Jeannie Teoh Yen Nie! I haven't seen her yet, what a bitch.

Ignore the hair. -.-

xx.ems

ps.ppppsss this again, farouq.

This is for you.

2010-03-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

ps. PPPPPPPPPS THIS, FAROUQ!!! :P

**** YOU!!!

WhineWhineWhine!

2010-03-22T05:26:00.001-07:00

First thing, i wanna say i'm currently reading a really touching book called

"Summer of Two Wishes".

Well, what's the story about?

It's about about a wife who lost her husband in the war. During those painful years, she remarries after two years after his death. But one day after three years of his death, an officer arrived at her doorstep and informed her that they had gave her wrong information about her husband. They all aassumed that he had died in the tragic blast but instead he survived it and was help captive by the enemies. So, when he comes back, what would happen to her? Who would she choose?

WELL GO BUY TO FIND OUT!! :P

Amazing author, Julia London.

Really there's nothing very happening lately.

All i know is my bestfriends are coming home. I'm so anxious. I want the days to pass like lightning. Can't wait for the sleepovers and the bitching. This saturday sleepover at burn's apartment. It's going to be a blast, girls.

ps.ken,

you gave the word love a whole meaning.

thank you. I love you.

Procastinating.

2010-03-20T07:26:00.000-07:00

Looks like i'm going to blog another day.

sorry, i'm busy.

Catch me later or tomorrow? :/

Loves.

Rose.

2010-03-17T05:39:00.000-07:00

Oh my god, my blog is getting so boring. Sorry for the really lack of updates :/ I'm always busy or lazy. hahaha. (: But this will all change today i guess. I haven't been taking pictures much. But let me tell you about my one week holiday so far kays?

I had EXTRA CLASSES!!! damn right?? Everybody is having holiday and we SPM-ers have to wake up so damn early and go to school. sien. But i guess it was quite fun, cause we got to wear hoe clothes school. I love it but i kinda hate it at the same time. How can anyone think of what to wear every single day. seriously. I can't even get through the second without like panicking. I was like " Oh no, what to wear tomorrow? I can't wear shorts, i can't wear mini skirts, i can't wear a freaking dress. All i can wear is JEANS AND TIGHTS!!! SO BORING!!!" And the first thing i saw on that day was a girl wearing SHORTS!!! -.- it's seriously ruined my whole morning. hahaha.

Monday.

I wore

tights, dressish looking pink tank and a black kardigan tighten witha belt. (:

Tuesday.

I wore

skinnies, black tank, a kardigan again. :/ boring right?

No picture to be shown

On the same day, i went out with boyfie and had lunch with joey(jin's gf) and jin. BUT JIN WAS SO LATE!!! so in the end, we had lunch with joey only. I promise you the shirt, jin. So i will definitely get it for you, no matter what. YOU CAME LATE SO DON'T BLAME. :P and you left joey in ou all alone for so long. MEAN!!

Watched a movie with the boyfie.

The movie was called Remember Me. Its main actors were Robert Pattinson and Emile De Ravin(she'sreallypretty). I didn't even know what we were watching. The boyfie surprised me. haha. (: The movie was real slow movie but honestly, the story line was really good. But it was too draggie. Two thumbs up to Pierce Brosnan and R.pats. (: Super hot. Yes, i think Pierce Brosnan is hot.

OH AND I DID MY NAILS!!!

so as my toe nails but i don't wanna post it up

cause it's weird to post up my toes. haha.

this is my toe nail color. (:

Off with their heads.

2010-03-09T05:21:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been really busy. Honestly, I'm constantly busy studying or watching tv. I'm catching up on my tv series. Well, you can't blame me. For the pass few months, i didn't touch my tv AT ALL! I swear *righthandraises* So yeah, i would like some time with my tv, thank you very much. (:

Anyways, just wanted to tell y'all that Alice in Wonderland the movie is quiteee good. Well, i wouldn't say it's an awe movie but it was good, in the sense of graphics and all. MAKE UP WAS THE BEST!!!! it was really good. fashion was great as well. very good. (: they should win an oscar. hahaha. A piece of advice, you should waste 10 bucks on this movie but don't waste your money watching it on 3D! it's really a waste of money. The 3D is not even close to Avatar so why bother watching it in 3D right? (: take my advice, you won't regret it.

That's all i gotta update. one coming up real soon. *fingerscrossed.*

Bo

2010-02-28T06:29:00.000-08:00

I think i'm going crazy like a high crazy!!! hahaha. seriously!

why? I was TALKING TO MYSELF INFRONT OF THE MIRROR!!!

Like wth? hahah. so random. I thought i share this super oober weird information with y'all.

I feel like Flo from finding nemo that thinks her sister is her reflection. hahaha.

remember?

Anyways, updates tomorrow. :D

ps. takecareofpingu<3

I lost all control.

2010-02-23T04:58:00.000-08:00

I am currently studying Additional Maths. :/ Well, i could be like watching tv by now but i don't understand anything in chapter one at all!! I mean it. Those who say i'm smart and all, it's not true. I really don't know how to do this. boohoos. This sucks. Progression sucks. Bleh.

Anyways, here is a video for you baby. (: Listen to the lyrics aites.

oh do excuse the front part and the last part. They're talking. (: haha.

ps. Imissyou,mel.):

Love you, sis.

RoarRoarRoar.

2010-02-20T20:10:00.000-08:00

It's Chinese New Year!!! (:

well, it has been Chinese New Year for a week already. Yes, i'm kinda la. But atleast i didn't blog about after the 15 day right? So i'm not early nor late. haha. I LOVE CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! who doesn't? BUT i hate the part that there will be loads of GOOD AND YUMMY FOOD and obviously THE HEAT!!! The oh-so-hot HEAT!! But despite all the flaws, it's one of the best celebrations in the world. seriously.

Relatives that you haven't seen in a long long time will all reunite together in one house and have a nice lunch or dinner together. All the laughters and catching up is like music to ears, don't you think? Isn't it the best feeling knowing that everyone is happy to reunite and catch up on what has happen to everybody's life. Well, I personally LOVE THAT FEELING!! (: Being able to see my nephews and nieces all running around in their cute little shoes and talking non-stop is so fulfilling to the heart. All we need is Love and Health. Wealth is just an extra to the already perfect ice cream. (: haha.

My chinese new year this year is so awesome. Well, it gets better every year. The food, the angpau, the people. (: PERFECT!!! (: I won't put up any pictures of my family cause i think it's a little exposing. So, i apologise for that. I like to keep my family private. Except FOR MY SISTERS!! hahaha. I'm sure y'all know who they are personally. so yeah. haha.

So i recently had an open house and it was hectic!!! literally. There wasn't enough tables and food cause the people that weren't suppose to come, showed up in the end. haha. (: well, the more the merrier right? WEE! Besides that, on the very same day, i attended an event at my dad's office and my sister took a few pictures. (: So, i hope you enjoy it. any questions, please feel free to comment. nyehs. oh and don't expect much aites. (: It's just pictures of me and my sister. haha!!

Dad's event. (:

My open house. (:

I don't have pictures with my friends.

I was so busy so no time for pictures. haha.

My baby!!!! (: excuse her fatness. I don't know whether it's the fur or the food. haha.

those hands are untouchable.

2010-02-17T22:31:00.001-08:00

I will blog on saturday, PROMISE!!! *wellfingerscrossokay?*

I'm super busy so yeah.

Look forward to the next post. It'll be filled with pictures. (: hehs.

oh and NEW CLOTHES!!! woot.

Definition of Love

2010-02-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

I celebrated Valentines Day yesterday. hahaha(:

The only reason why i celebrated it yesterday cause i won't be in Kl on the real day. So i had no choice but to celebrate it yesterday. lameness. haha. But oh wells. My plan didn't go as plan but it still fell into place. I love every single second of it. There was no need for any presents and fancy stuff. It was all about the person. And i got the opportunity to celebrate it with the BEST person ever, Kenderick Lee Siong Kai. I love you.

We had dinner at Micheal Angelos, Solaris. (: We ate like a pig. serious. I was so bloated after dinner. FAT!!! oh nooo. :( everything was perfect. Loved it, loved it. rawr!

here are some pictures.

This is so recommended for people that have monolid. (:

See how it works. (:

Get it from Sasa, it's a sticker. It's selling for 20 dollars for 200pairs.

How people assume

2010-02-05T07:56:00.000-08:00

This is for you baby.

No need for words.

Let the picture talk.'

who said i don't love you.

I LOVE YOU!

3 minutes.

2010-02-05T07:42:00.000-08:00

I'm sure most of y'all that are close to me would know that i had my sports day today. (: it went well. Although, we didn't get what we wanted but it's alright. The spirit never dies. Yes, i'm a cheerleader. Proud of it. Proud to be a RED!

Congrats to blue who won first in Cheerleading!! (: well done, jas honey.

A huge congrats to MEI YI for winnig OVERALL!! You rock!! (: The prettiest and sweetest captain ever. haha. (:

Here are some pictures of red. (: we might not be the best but i heart we are.

And i'm so proud of it.

On the way to the stadium. hehs.

BESTFRIEND! I love you. we're like ENEMIES!!

haha. Love you.

RED!!! (:

Victoria!!! rawrs.

ps. youleftinoutoshopmyself.

forthatiwantatiffany&coBRACELET.

I need security.

2010-01-30T19:41:00.000-08:00

I need to shop so badly!!!! I need new clothes. (: Thank god the daddy is bringing me out later. woot. TOPSHOP here i come!!! I missed you like CRAZY!(: wees. I will take pictures!!! I can't wait. :)

Here are some pictures from Jeannie's and Elaine's farewell party.

double eyelid. yes i'm a monolid.

kudos to li ann and elaine. haha. (:

Episodes in life.

2010-01-29T06:55:00.000-08:00

Those three days had finally came and surprisingly it wasn't

as bad as i thought it would be. I imagined the worst, things like not sleeping for nights and crying my pupils out. haha. But honestly, i'm mentally sad but i don't show it cause i need to

be strong. I promised Elaine and Jeannie that i will be strong and so i will.

This week was an undescribable week. I don't know how to describe what my emotions were. I couldn't even tell whether i was sad or happy or angry. :/ Everything was just a blur. I felt somewhat numb to the pain after being hurt in so many ways. I guess when you have gotten hurt at a certain extend, you just turn numb to the emotion, pain. Not immune but numb.

How numb i am, i move on with life and hope for the best to happen. I can't wait for that day. I am already counting on the days left till that wonderful day comes. MARCH 26!!!!!! You, girls coming will be the best thing that will happen to me this whole year. excluding my boyfriend, of course. (: hahaha. All i know, i'm so grateful to have bestfriends like y'all. Although, we were bestfriends for a short period of time but somehow you know who is a true friend and who isn't. I LOVE YOU, GIRLS!!!! (: *burn,elaine,jeannie,lisa,liann*

20 minutes ago i was camwhoring!!! and yes, i would love to show it to the world. IT'S UGLY, YES! But i don't give a damn. I just wanna make you emo people laugh. (:

enjoys. xx

WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES!!

ps//.babygirlsithinkofy'allbeforeisleep.

2010-01-26T05:37:00.000-08:00

I'm currently SKYPING with THE HOOTIES!!! haha. (:

The hooties are BRYAN, JEANNIE, ELAINE, BERNARDINE, HAFIDZ, JORDAN, and K.K! waiting for the INDON!

JEANNIE AND ELAINE!!! PLEASE DON'T GO!!! I'M EMPTY AND LOST WITHOUT Y'ALL! :'(

I NEED Y'ALL!!! boohoos. DON'T GO PLEASE!!!!

BRYAN COME BACK TO M'SIA NOW!!!

Losing a brother.

2010-01-17T16:33:00.000-08:00

I'm currently in ICT class looking at the pictures that was recently took by the BEST photographer ever, BRYAN WOO!! *whorecentlyjustgotaD90!!* Don't worry, i finished my ICT work already so i can do whatever i please. I'm like seriously going to tear up soon. BRYAN!! this is all your fault. I'm like literally losing a real brother here. To make things even worse, you're not coming back till like DEMCEMBER!!! :/ Really sucks, y'know?

Anyway, this post is specially for you, BRYAN!!! So be proud.

I knew who you were when i was Form 1 and i recognized you as " The Electricuted Hair Boy". haha. (that'scauseyourhairwasbazaar!) Then, i really got to know you when we were Form 4. And I'm so grateful that god let us meet and become the bestest of friends. Honestly, you're like a brother i never had. You were always there when i was sad and all. Seriously. Well, you weren't the best advisor but you were the best joker. You knew how to cheer me up right away. Your smile makes me smile straight away. :D Everything went bad for me for a period of time and you were there. Taking me out and helping me release my stress and sorrow. All the restaurants and the shisha places we've been has just been the most wonderful time i ever. I never regretted one second of it.

Thank You, Bryan. FOR EVERYTHING!!! You're the best. Always and forever in my heart. I'll see you in Decemebr. If i find out that i'm the last one to know something about you, I will kill on the spot when you come back. SKYPE!! every single week once okay?! MUST! oh and don't come back with an accent.

Love you, hun. <3

ps. Thegoldenglobesisonandi'mstuckhere.-.-

Paint that baby.

2010-01-09T19:25:00.000-08:00

Oh my god, i know i said i won't be blogging much but i guess that's a failed task. hehs. -.-

Can you actually believe that i STUDIED THE WHOLE WEEK!!!! WOWS!! I'm serious. I'm so proud of myself. I actually taught the baby how to do ADD MATH!!! haha. (: Baby, you suck in add math. We had such a laugh, i swear. Teaching a 22 year old how to do add math is sooo....... *i think you know what i mean;)* Well, because of him, i refreshed on my form 4 add math. which is a good thing. (:

And baby girls, not one night before i go to sleep, i don't think of the moments we've spent together. Gay? i know!! haha. But i really love you girls so much. I've never been happier with what i have now. At this stage, i'm the happiest in all the years that i've lived. (: Y'all bring out the best in me. Thanks for everything. See you bitches in MELB!! (: and that time, y'all will be stuck in prison while burn and i will be FREE!!! :P bleuks. RAWR!

wanna see a gay picture of someone and i? haha.

ps. blackberryoraDSLR?

Schools and teachers.

2010-01-06T17:25:00.000-08:00

We're currently in ICT class and we're bored.

Hafidz is bugging me to blog about him when i'm so not in the mood to blog and i don't intend to blog much anymore.

But it's for him. (:

Hafidz is the most awesome-est friend ever.

ps.it'snottrue!!! hahaha. sorrydude.

For now I'll stone.

2010-01-04T05:27:00.001-08:00

Happy New Year, People!

new year, better year? hopefully

I know it's a little late but that's only cause i was a very busy bee the past weekend.(: Happy events happened the past weekend but i have no time to elaborate. The only reason i logged on today is cause I wanted to tell y'all that i don't think i'll be blogging much. Like seriously.

Why? Because i have to study and i have no more time to sit infront of the computer every single day to upload pictures and to think of what to write. I have to study to get good results for my TRIALS! can you believe that? Well, it's my ticket out of this boring world i'm in now. The better my results are, the faster i can leave and reunite with my bestfriends again. but that'll only happen next year!! But time passes fast. So now i have to concentrate. Sorry. :/ I will log on once in awhile to update a little.

don't worry, you'll have a few pictures to see before i leave.

isn't that what everyone comes to a blog to see? haha. Right? ;)

early christmas

JAPAN!

Don't laugh, I was wishing.(:

During Li Ann's birthday.

New years eve. (:

Bestfriends are forever your bestfriends

if both sides agree to be bffs!!

You're not bffs if the other side doesn't think so.

I lost one but i gained 5! and this time they're real.

They'll forever reserve a place in my heart.

And that part will be labelled BestFriends Now and Forever.<3>

Sorry.

2009-12-18T20:34:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry for the lack of updates.

I can't really like say much cause i'm in a rush. I haven't packed finish when i'm leaving tonight and i'm about to go out. So yeah. Let the pictures do the talking.

I have been going out a lot but not many pictures.

Here are some pictures from an event my dad's company did and a date. haha. (:

I honestly dont know who they are

at Ikea

So i'm off to Japan tonight. and i won't be back for 10 days. but don't worry i will update while i'm in Japan. No more neglecting this blog. hehs. (:

loves, xx

So what.

2009-12-05T08:26:00.000-08:00

My day was so perfect today.

But at the last 10 minutes of the day, it was ruined.

10 minute before 12, it got destroyed.

A smile that was shining the whole day was turned into a motionless lips with a sentence.

Tell you about it tomorrow. need to get the pictures.

get ready.

ps. sorry for the lack of updates.

To let go of something is...

2009-11-26T23:38:00.000-08:00

Would you go back to the past?

Someone asked me what's the moment you don't wanna let go and wished you could relive it.

My answer was in my head but i told that person I had no wanted moment.

The real answer was the moment at that stranded corner.

And that's all i can describe about that night.

Forever tattoo-ed in my memory.

If you're reading this,

2009-11-23T04:58:00.000-08:00

Please oh please ship me off to a Life Rehabililation Centre.

It's the only way i can cleanse myself from all the sins i have done.

I'm going crazy. Just like how you think i am psychotic.

This is not me rebelling. This is me crying for your help.

This is the only way i can reach you.

I'mseriousaboutwhat i'msaying.

The truth is...

2009-11-23T01:44:00.001-08:00

Sometimes,

The best things in life come late.

Have yours came yet?

I'm half way there. But why be greedy and ask for the full package right?

Be happy with what you have right now, right?

Color my life with chaos of trouble.

2009-11-22T00:21:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates

I've been running up and down since i'm back from Hong Kong.

I'm exhausted. haha. I'm kinda feeling better now. (:

so so so, first off. Let me wish someone

a very BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (:

I'm sure some of you might know who this special someone this is.

drumrolls please. dumdumdum

It's KENDERICK LEE!!!

haha, you ah! ice cream ice cream

Happy birthday, old man. haha. You're finally 21!!!!! Go spread your wings and FLY!! woot woot. But don't fly too far, i can't catch up with you. haha. thanks for being there for me when things were turning sour. Thanks for comforting me when i'm down.

I'm sorry if i was ever harsh to you. Blame my temper. You know i don't mean all the mean words i have said to you. It just comes out because of the situation. (: Anyways, i honestly don't feel like writing a lot. I have loads to write. But why don't i just tell you on the phone right? It's cooler. bleh bleh bleh.

okay, back to updates.

yesterday was a real LONG DAY! phewwww.

damnn.. haha. I spent the whole day with the birthday boy yesterday. From like 11 in the morning till 12 something the next morning. OMGEESSS! I think i'm sick of you. hahahah KIDDING!! i'll never get sick you, love.

We went to "sunway lagoon" in the morning till 6 something. Then we felt like eating delicious so we went to Gardens. so yeah. I'm lazy to write everything down here. So let the pictures explain la. (:

baby playing cooking mama on the Wii.

Damn funny. :P

We fly!!! (:

If you know me, you would know where to look for the hidden mickey.

*hint* ps.

genting was awesome

went there instead of sunway. nyeh.

Maxim's?

2009-11-18T21:30:00.001-08:00

I'm coming home:) hehs. In the airport now. And you know what I just found out after so long? We'll let you know when I'm m'sia. Hehe! Suspend;)
Blabla
X
Missing my girls and boys

Pink ribbons

2009-11-15T14:43:00.001-08:00

And I'm off to hong kong people!!! :)
See you when I'm there. Hehs.
X

post-it notes.

2009-11-14T08:39:00.000-08:00

My loves are
...

This

This.

This

This.

Forever love.

For those who think i won't survive without them. Well, think again. However far they might be, I know i can live. All i need is their support and love. I've known them for a short period of time but i finally feel how it's like to have real friends.

Thanks babes!! <3>

This post is dedicated to you, bestfriends.

This is what i call love.

2009-11-14T08:05:00.000-08:00

The girls and i had a last minute plan to shop. (: My younger sister told us about some bazzar that was going on in subang and asked us to go. So i called up the girls and we went!!! The bazaar wasn't exactly what we expected. It was kinda small. But there were some nice things there. We all got something from there.

We didn't stay there for long. After subang, we headed to bangsar where we shopped even more. There were more variety there and we like bangsar better!!! SORRRY HAFIDZ!!! Love you. haha.

The girls and i came up with a conclusion today. Well, maybe it's just Elaine and I. haha. We said that if we planned to shop like ALOT! We would shop iin boutiques. Forget about malls. haha. (: Funny la you, Elaine. Love loves. <3

Anyways, I had loads of fun with the besties.

ELLO!! SPA!!

ps. you are the best thing that

has ever happened to me.

The Three of You.

I live two lives.

2009-11-10T08:17:00.001-08:00

I didn't go to school today. (:

Well, that's cause today was urh the award thingy so i didn't see the point of going to school.

Had lunch with the sister.

I have a new number actually. But it's only for the boyfie. hahaha. I now have a phone for general use and a phone was personal use. cool eh? but sadly, my personal number is a 016. Which i honestly hate. I have always been a maxis fan. Never a digi dan. In fact, i hate digi. the numbers are kinda ugly. But oh well, what to do. The boyfie wants digi, sighh.haha

i have nothing to update. That's all.

wait for tomorrow.

xx, loves.

Reality strikes.

2009-11-10T07:59:00.000-08:00

Her heart is not the same anymore.

He made it different and she hated him for that.

She told her friends she hates him but actually

She .... him.

She knew he'd break her heart but she still went on with her feeling.

Instead of thinking rationally.

Memories were created,

promises were betrayed.

Tears were shed,

and nights of staring at the ceiling were done.

She hold on to him,

although he had another love.

What for?

She doesn't know. She couldn't let the feeling go.

To her, she felt something real.

Something she actually would work for.

Many years have pass,

the truth finally revealed.

She thought she would hate him for real now.

But, her heart failed to hate him.

Instead, she is still willing to wait.

If faith is upon them, it would bring them together again.

It doesn't have to be now.

It can be when they're 50 or so.

She doesn't believe that what they had was puppy love.

She really felt true love with him

So, this is it.

She's is going to go on with life with a goal.

And that is to wait for him to come back to her.

ps. oh damn.

Tax.

2009-11-08T15:33:00.001-08:00

What would you do to lock her/his heart? Tell me.

edit//.

How do you resist the holiday sales?

20 dollars.

2009-11-07T08:24:00.000-08:00

Who are you that I loved so much?
How weak was I that I got stolen so easily,
I use to think I am strong but I was weak,
I didnt expect someone like you to run into my life, never expected to meet,

Who am I that you sacrifice your first kiss for?
Am I special or just that you love me so,
Who am I that you made sure I slept every night thinking,
Everthing is fine, We were always on good terms,

We seperated and left our own seperate ways,
But still some day ,some how, sometime
I just felt we were once back together again,
You knew me so well so did I know you,
But unfortunately fate wasnt on us two,

Somehow this love has change, a sort of caring,
I get irritated cause I care, I didnt let go cause you are someone I could not share,
Not that cause I was selfish nor I still love you,
Its cause I didnt want to see your heart break again,I knew how fragile it is,
So I put on this reponsibility to at least care for it,

Now as we are still good friends,I want you to know,
Its not that I need to but have to care for you,
Its cause once when we were together I promised to be there for you,
To help you in anyway I can and always love you,

As long as I live and a man of my words,
This promise will forever stand.

Once a promise, always is

kudos to Jin, my bf. (:

He is a great writer. Honestly, judging by his look, you might think he is just another one of those gangsters. But deep down inside, he is a sentimental guy that wants to be loved. And he is loved by many. <3

One of them is me.

Dont really agree on the statement that 'once a promise, always is'. Well, judging through personal experience, a promise doesn't last, even from the person we love the most. Promise are made and are betrayed. So yeah.. An advice for me, don't make promises unless you're really sure you can fulfill it. Don't say it cause of the moment. You will end up hurting the person.

ANYWAYS!!!!!!

ELAINE THE SLUT is sleeping over.. woot woot. We're going to be watching a funny horror movie. Weird eh? how a horror movie can be funny at the same time? Well, singapore movies can. After that, recap onf FULLHOUSE! (:

My night is the bomb!!! Almost a whole day with the boyfriend and now a sleepover with the bestfriend. Thank you god. how was your day?

Update tomorrow about the gig and all. (:

nightssss!!! xx,loves.

Our memory.

2009-11-02T07:06:00.000-08:00

I'm bored. So this is just for fun.

I am weird. damn it.

Seriously, for fun only.

Kinda loud kays. This is embarassing. haha.

I'm evil, in a way.

2009-11-02T05:08:00.000-08:00

I wanna lay here with you.

Sunset in hawaii.

Hand in hand, we walk down that sandy beach.

Not one squeak from our mouths.

Just the waves that kills the silence.

Body language is our way of communicating.

I like the silence.

. . .

2009-11-02T04:01:00.000-08:00

So after quite some time, the babies and i decided to go to school for one day but failed to stay till 3.40. Damnn. haha. It's seriously really boring. Classes are barely on so yeah. (: sorry, school. <3

Remember i said Jeannie's camera can't upload any picture?

Well, that's cause someone changed the settings of the pictures and thank god we have a wonderful teacher whom is really experience with DSLR's. It's none other then The Great Mr Pang. You rock, cher! Second highest, cher. Proud? (: hehs.

So here are the oh so spooky pictures. Imma post up some of the trick or treating pictures. Sadly, i'm not in any of them and that's cause i came late. They finished trick or treating at like what? 9!!! hahaha. Sorry, honeys :/

Be scared? haha.

Like i said, best costume goes to bryan! (:

This is a unique one.

Well, he likes to be noticeable.

so he dressed up as Pink Fairy.

Gay? I don't think so.

It's halloween.

You're entitled to dress as anything you want.

Li Jen (egyptian princess), Ming Yao (Wolverine),

Jeannie(I don't know what you are.)

I salute you both. (:

Kar Kin( Marilyn Manson), Bryan (The joker)

This is my love. <3

Bernardine (The Kitty Cat)

Meeeeooowww

Burn, Elaine(The devil), Li Jen

Damn, elaine go easy on her. haha.

I don't know who's beside jeannie. heh.

Jeannie said she was a drunk wild party girl.

But looks more like Lady Gaga to me. you weird la

Burn, Jeannie and Jeffrey (Scary Man :/)

Bestfriend<3

I have your back.

The gang. Missing Elaine and Farouq

Dealing with the pizza guy and god knows where farouq is.

People who attended. (:

Us<3

Haha, cupids? (:

The four bestfriends. <3

end.

loves,xx

ps. Full day spa anyone this saturday? ;)

babies?

Blood and sluts.

2009-11-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Halloween(:

I hope y'all had a very scary yet memorable halloween.

Well, i know i did. It was a super busy day for me. I went for AAR and attended Elaine's halloween party which we the bestfriends put together. (: But the sad part is that i didn't get to see AAR:( damn it and that's only cause they came out so late and i had to leave early. I promise elaine i will be there. So yeah. You owe big time, bestfriend.

I'm actually really lazy to say what i did. But in conclusion, a real hectic and tiring day for everyone. Well, maybe not everyone. Hahaha.

For yous.

I wanna say something to a special someone.

I'm sorry that you had to fetch me and there. I'm sorry that you had to go through all that trouble to get me those tickets but at the end we didn't get to see them because of my selfishness. You're a real sweetheart, y'know that? I love you loads. You're the best boyfie. <3

Here are some pictures.

There are actually alot in jeannie's camera but something is wrong with her camera.

Cheer up, baby. It will come back to live.

I was bored in the car. :/

I told you i was bored

Actually, there's more. but i shy. hehe.

At AAR

Us girls, missing jeannie aka lady gaga?

god knows what she is.

Hafidz aka pink fairy

Farouq aka fat lips covered with blood. -.-

Best costume goes to this two darlings.

K.k aka Marilyn Manson

Bryan Woo aka The Joker

Kudos to Burn and Elaine for the make up.

They did its.

ps.We made him a true man.

You are the one that made him a coward,

you're clearly one.

More than you.

2009-10-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

I watched The Time Travellers Wife today with the bestfriends. (:

Honestly, the movie isn't as good as i thought it would be.Well, maybe that's cause i read the book and alot of exciting scenes weren't added in the movie. So yeah.

I rate this movie a 5/10.

But yet again, a good acting skills for both the main character which is The beautiful Rachel Mcadams and The hunky Eric Bana. Both little girls were

fanstatic. (:

exciting day tomorrow. (:

loves,xx.

What's not to love.

2009-10-28T07:34:00.000-07:00

Before i start on my update on my AWESOME SLEEPOVER! (whichwasfilledwithhotkoreanguys)

I wanna say something to my babies. I love y'all like crazy. I know you all love me unconditionally. So i'm sorry if there's an embarassing photo of you!!!!!! TOO BAD!

Loves, XX

Oh and for you people who are going to read this post.

WARNING!!!

If you ain't a Boys Over Flowers fan, i suggest you not read it or maybe just ignore all the pictures of the hot guys that we took while watching it. Yes, we're kinda crazy. But whatever, y'know. Everyone is crazy inside. shh. ;)

At elaine's place.

Paddington House of Pancakes

Pretty, no?

This girl reacts to the camera super fast.

No kidding. haha.

Love ya babes.

Choices for halloween, anyone?

let's help.

Model 1

Bernardine Chiew

urm some scary face?

who is that suppose to be?-.-

Maniac that eats meat?

rawrs!

Model 2

Jeannie Teoh

How about.

I have what character is that.

Why did you mix so many characters in one, jeannie?

LOSER

devil, zorro/phantom and urhh some princess coat. ahah.

Model 3

Elaine Lim

Masquerade, maybe?

Model 4

Emily Khor

or or or an angel?

Love you girls. <3

More to come! waiting for jeannie teoh to upload.

loves,xx